My thoughts today

Look back and thank God.

Look forward and trust God.
Look around and serve God.
Look within and find God!

"Sige lang.. sandal ka lang.. At wag mong pipigilan..iiyak mo lang ang lahat sa langit"

To move on:

Step 1: Allow your self to cry and be sad. Don't try and hide it. Realize the pain that you're feeling and that it's okay to be sad. Acceptance will help you move on.

It maybe painful and difficult at the start but soon you'll realize you're feeling better and it's not that painful anymore.

Under the radar

My heart is complicated. I don't want to get so close to you but when you took my hand, I couldn't let go. I just froze and felt the shiver up my spine... like what you did to me before when you first held my hand.

I was torn. I don't know whether to let go or just let it hang there. But one thing I know, I was sad. Deep, deep inside I was sad. I thought you'd say something but you decided to let it pass. I thought we'd talk about it but you wanted to forget everything. Something that I don't really appreciate.

Guess you never really thought of the person you're with.

So here I am again in a crossroads. One road leading to a sad, unrequitted love but together with you, an uncertain and empty space. The other, a road with a long, crooked path but seeing  the people waiting along the way, it seems happy enough.

Guess which road I decided to take.

A Little Bit Stronger (Sara Evans)

Woke up late today, and I
Could still feel the sting of the pain, but I
Brushed my teeth anyway
Got dressed through the mess and put a smile on my face
I got a little bit stronger.

Riding in the car to work, and I
Try to ignore the hurt, so I
Turned on a radio
Stupid song made me think of you
I listened to it for a minute
But then I changed it
I'm getting a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger.

And I'm done hoping we can work it out
I'm done with how it feels
Spinning my wheels
Letting you drag my heart around
And, ohh, I'm done thinking you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be OK
Even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger.

It doesn't happen overnight, but you
Turn around and a month's gone by, and you
Realize you haven't cried
I'm not giving you an hour or a second or another minute
Longer
I'm busy getting stronger.

And I'm done hoping we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels
Spinning my wheels
And letting you drag my heart around
And, ohh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be OK
'Cause even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger.

Getting along without you, baby
Better off without you, baby
How does it feel without me, baby?
I'm getting stronger without you, baby.

And I'm done hoping that we could work it out
I'm done with how it feels
Spinning my wheels
And letting you drag my heart around
And, ohh, I'm done thinking that you could ever change
I know my heart will never be the same
But I'm telling myself I'll be OK
'Cause even on my weakest days
I get a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger
Just a little bit stronger
Little bit, little bit, a little bit stronger
I get a little bit stronger.

Jar of Hearts (Christina Perri)

I know I can't take one more step towards you 
Cause all that's waiting is regret 
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore 
You lost the love 
I loved the most 

And I learned to live, half alive 
And now you want me one more time 

And who do you think you are? 
Runnin' round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Who do you think you are? 

I hear you're asking all around 
If I am anywhere to be found 
But I have grown too strong 
To ever fall back in your arms 

And I learned to live, half-alive 
And now you want me one more time 

Who do you think you are? 
Runnin round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Who do you think you are? 

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright 
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes 
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed 
Cause you broke all your promises 

And now you're back 
You don't get to get me back 

Who do you think you are? 
Runnin' round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
So don't come back for me 
Don't come back at all 

And who do you think you are? 
Runnin round leaving scars 
Collecting your jar of hearts 
And tearing love apart 
You're gonna catch a cold 
From the ice inside your soul 
Don't come back for me 
Don't come back at all 

Who do you think you are? 
Who do you think you are? 
Who do you think you are?

Sad eyes

I want to glance your way but I know tears will follow. It wouldn't look good on me especially on that sunny day. But I heaved a sigh and from my reflection in the mirror, I saw saw these sad sad eyes.

I haven't seen my eyes look so blue.