May 19, 2011

Under the radar

My heart is complicated. I don't want to get so close to you but when you took my hand, I couldn't let go. I just froze and felt the shiver up my spine... like what you did to me before when you first held my hand.

I was torn. I don't know whether to let go or just let it hang there. But one thing I know, I was sad. Deep, deep inside I was sad. I thought you'd say something but you decided to let it pass. I thought we'd talk about it but you wanted to forget everything. Something that I don't really appreciate.

Guess you never really thought of the person you're with.

So here I am again in a crossroads. One road leading to a sad, unrequitted love but together with you, an uncertain and empty space. The other, a road with a long, crooked path but seeing  the people waiting along the way, it seems happy enough.

Guess which road I decided to take.

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