November 8, 2007

The X factor

this is the first time i'll speak up about him here.

i hate my ex. i hate him for what he called me, what he said, what kind of person he is now. i hate the idea that he wasted all the years of us being friends with a single, stupid message. but i don't care anymore whatever happened to him. i just feel like shouting it out.

i've moved on and i've never been happier. i threw away the pictures, the notes (i can't find the other love letters he wrote for me. those poor trees.. i'm wasting them away in a trash can...), the cards, the presents (except one. i like the outfit and i barely think that he gave it to me), the text messages, the capture moments and videos on the phone. it's like all the memories i've had with him is in one bin and im dumping them into the ocean of forgotten memories.

after throwing them away, i felt better, lighter. nothing to worry about anymore. and i've accepted the fact that i grew up, finally. the EX factor has already been crossed out. if i see him around, i guess he'll just be a passing memory. i can't believe how easily i can forget about him.

12 comments:

Jerome Mendez said...

well...im the only one who can call you a sbw and a sd...and get away with it! wahahahaha...thats the spirit!

JME Macaspac said...

"The Anti-Boyfriend".

Man, I'm so making a journal entry with that as the title.

Cereal Killer said...

Wag lang talaga sya papakita sakin, Sis. He's gon' get what he DONT want for Christmas.

rain pangan said...

so angry ah.. hahahaha!! chill man..

Aileen Serrano said...

Sige lang, just let it out. ;) Haha! Nice term, Jme.

Azy Salire said...

:P obvious na bitter no, Rain? haha i'm cool, i'm cool. just really need to speak up. :P

Azy Salire said...

i love the term too! if there's an Ideal Boyfriend, then there should also be the Anti-Boyfriend. :P

Azy Salire said...

i'll read it as soon as you make it sweetiepie ;)

JME Macaspac said...

ayt! andami kong blog entries sa kabila. nakakalimutan ko palagi ilagay dito. >_<

Lee Ann said...

haha! ei baby, calm down. but i'm happy to know that you're doing a lot more better now. forget the guy. he don't deserve you.

and yeah, he made a bad judgement about you. like what i told you before, maybe he haven't gotten over you yet. kaya sya nakapagsabi ng mga foul words sayo.

chill baby! :)

Azy Salire said...

waah love mo talaga ako Mahal! :* *hugs*

well yun nga..patawarin na lang at kalimutan ang nangyari. sayang nga lang yung mga taon... oh well.

like what I said..im cool ;)


Lee Ann said...

but of course! kaw pa..hehe *hugs my baby!!!*

yeah... yon ang nakakapanghinayang don. kinain ng galit siguro yong kabaitan nya? watcha think? ops... is he in your list here baby?hehe out na ako..LOLs kidding! =P

wish him happiness instead... someday, he'll realize what he has done to you. (wishy wish wish wish wish wish)

take care always baby! muaaaaaaaaaaah! ;)