January 24, 2008

Old Post: Why I Miss You

(I wrote this blog in 2006 and posted it in my Friendster site. I dedicated this to the little boy I shared a rather special four months with. Just want to share this to the rest of you who haven't seen this. And this blog was accompanied by a portrait with the same title)

stars. that must be it. i haven't seen them in a while. seeing them reminds me that ill be okay. one night i looked up and saw all those stars shining brightly in the sky. they were laughing; they were having fun. i decided to join them, maybe they can help ease this strange sadness. i flew up to them to join their fun. stars rarely play with others, but if they like you, they invite you over to play their little games. i found myself hiding behind moons and planets, running about starry nebulas, and playing tag with comets. i joined my starry little friends as they rolled about in laughter. before we knew it, play time was over. but before they sent me off, they presented a play of lights and I saw each of them flicker and sparkle into the night sky. stars are proud little creatures but i love playing with them.

i missed something... i forgot to ask them how you are.

there are no stars tonight. only a flat, gray sky that whispers a storm coming. i can feel the sadness echoing in me once again. i'll join the stars in their games next time. maybe if you see them, they'll come and play with you too. i'll talk to the moon at the moment. we've been telling stories lately, and he cradles me in the crescent. tell the stars i'll come and play with them again. and maybe, if you're not too busy, you could come and join us. we'll just have some fun, and enjoy the endless night sky.

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