January 14, 2008

Growing Up :)

Yes! I've come to realize that I finally grew up! Maybe not in all sense, but atleast I'm getting there.

How I managed my emotions, how I feel... for some reason I found myself getting over, moving on and letting go :) I didn't dwell on it for so long... Ateng said that I wasn't even sad at all. It's a good sign for me. It means I know now how to handle such situations. Yes, there maybe times where you just say something and all of a sudden all the emotions come rushing back again. But it's okay! Life's like that. You don't control everything, even how situations presents itself on you. You just learn... and GROW UP!

Well there are some frustrations (*wink wink* to my DH sister Jme) but then I know I should keep myself busy and just not focus on things that are distracting. It's not the be-all-end-all. It's just the sprinkle of sugar on top... and yes a piece of cherry too :)

(I am so full of metaphors...)

What do I do now? I tell stories about myself here. And I'm saying it's okay to grow up. Because you can't really get away from it. And everyone experiences a broken heart most of the time. But it's okay. Like I said, I'm now ready for another round of broken heart..

...but this time, Fate, please don't let my heart break so soon... :P

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