Naglalaro lang si Kupido

Bata lang siya. Tulad ng ibang bata, pilyo at makulit. Pero kakaiba rin to. Kaya ka nyang pa-ibigin sa kung sinong tao ng hindi mo inaasahan. Patatalbugin ka nya, gagawin ka nyang tanga sa pag-ibig at sa buhay. Bibigyan ka niya ng sakit ng ulo. Pero kahit sobrang daming pahirap nya, magpapasalamat ka pa rin sa kanya. Bata lang naman sya eh. Ginagawa lang niya ang bagay na yun para naman mapasaya ka niya. Kung naka-simangot ka lang lagi, sigurado, makikipag laro siya sa'yo at lalabas din ang kapilyuhan niya. May isasama sya na kalaro niyo rin, at dun na yun magsisimula, yung magic nya. Hayaan mo, mag eenjoy ka namang kasama siya. At sigurado, mas mag eenjoy kang kasama yung isang kalaro nya.

Logic

People aren't using logic at all. The bomb explosion (it's a bomb, an LPG tank can't make a whole on a ceiling, 4 stories high) at Glorietta is all over the news. Those poor, innocent people who died and got hurt.. I just feel real sorry for them.

What's the point of scaring people with those terrorists going around?? What are they trying to prove anyway?! Logic. Pure simple logic is what they need..

Love: By Definition

"Your smile is the sunshine that makes me open my eyes every morning, and your kiss in the moonlight is what makes my dreams sweet."

Love songs, even if they make you sick to your stomach sometimes, you just can't turn them off. I'm inspired by them, but most of the time they just hit the right spot in your heart and you feel like each word in the song is piercing deep inside. But even though it hurts sometimes, it's okay. To love and be loved is the best feeling in the world. The songs just define and explain to you what you're feeling. You're not falling, you're actually soaring into cloud 9 and no one can stop you from loving.

I imagine loving someone as flying. You're free to go anywhere and be who you are. Honestly, you cannot give an exact definition on love. Everyone has their own definition, it can be corny or it can be profound, but it's okay. The meaning doesn't exactly matter, it's the feeling, the emotion and the beauty of sharing it with someone that counts.

(okay.. I said I don't feel inspired.. but I just really need to update my blog that's all..)

The couple that never were

He's a charismatic young lad. She, a shy school girl. The two never thought they'd meet.

They go to the same school, attend the same class, share the same schedule, talk to the same people everyday. On the first day of school, they said "hi" and talked and laugh together with the whole class. He even kept on repeating her name so as not to forget. As the school year passed, they became close and both shared secrets. Morning till night, they would talk to each other. They have another friend, but he's not exactly the story. But nothing really grew between them.

The story goes that the lad focused on "something else" and chose to be with "someone else", while the lady is interested on their bestfriend. But they're still together. They hold hands, they hug, they call each other sweet names. Nothing really grew, but they share this special bond, a somewhat "more than friends, but less than lovers" type maybe. Who cares? people can define the closeness they share, but only those 2 knows the real story. Until now, they're friends, the best of friends. Open, honest and special to each other (they like to think so). But they were never a couple. And if you ask them why, they'll just answer with a smile, with a twinkle in their eyes.

Darling, you inspired me to write this. A tribute to our friendship ;)

Sleep-Less mornings and Rain-Y evenings

March 10, 2003/ May 29, 2003

1:00 a.m./ 9:00 a.m.

This is for you

That someone,

I can never get

Over with.

Dear someone,

I just want you to know I’m still here. Always near you if ever you need me and even those times that you want to be left alone, which by the way, you keep on doing these days.

Did you notice that I was sad? I don’t know but sometimes when I’m with you I feel like crying but you never saw that because I always manage to stop my self from starting the water works. But one time when I just couldn’t stand it, I just cried beside you and you saw those tears just fall. I’m sorry, I never meant to be weak.

Yes I’ve heard. She was that girl you can never stop thinking about. I’m glad to see you’re smiling again. Your face glows, your eyes sparkle and I so love looking at them just like before. It just shows how in love a person can be. I envy you coz you’re in love… you’re in love with her…

Don’t worry I won’t cry again. Not for you I guess. Showing you how weak I was once was enough. I’m happy for you, really. I don’t need to tell you that I love you so much. You’ve heard it before even if it was just a faint whisper. And I’m sure you know and I know you felt it somehow but that was in the past. That’s how it is, everyone is scared to admit it in the beginning. I don’t blame you. I was scared too.

Well I guess I’ll be one of those who would just look at someone like you from afar and love you then. But you know me, I don’t settle for that. I’ll move on like the time I moved on when you can’t tell me you love me. I’ll still love you; I’ll still be here. But when the time comes, you decided to look back and I’m not there anymore, I’ve already moved on and settled permanently. I might remember you but please, I must’ve loved somebody else by that time. I’ll be your friend.

So now I’ll call you friend. That’s right. A good friend. That’s how everything starts right? But sometimes it painfully ends like that. I want to thank you for making me open to love and that somehow I know you were in love too but you never had the guts to say it. I won’t push you anymore. I’m fine and I’m happy. You must’ve loved me differently so I’ll stop to that.

I’ll forget you but please forgive me when on rainy days I write your name on a dusty windowpane. I said I’d forget but old habits are hard to break. Don’t worry, they can be brushed off easily.

In time we’ll forget and in time we’ll remember. Love her, love her, and love her even more. And I’ll remember that too. So please my beloved someone, my good friend, don’t forget to stay in love like that. I will too.

Goodbye once again.

X0X (Die hand die verletzt)

Emo-ing

A lot of people are telling me that I'm being dramatic with all my status messages. Well, that's just me. And it's all Zap's fault (just kidding dad :P). He gave me emo songs and they're the only thing in the playlist of my computer. Can't help it. They're the only songs here.

So to share my drama to all of you, here's one song from Nickelback.

Yep. Azy. Dramatic.

FAR AWAY (NICKELBACK)

This time, This place

Misused, Mistakes

Too long, Too late

Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance

Just one breath

Just in case there’s just one left

‘Cause you know, 

you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you’ll be with me 

and you’ll never go

Stop breathing if 

I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask

Last chance for one last dance

‘Cause with you, I’d withstand

All of hell to hold your hand

I’d give it all

I’d give for us

Give anything but I won’t give up

‘Cause you know, 

you know, you know

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I miss you

Been far away for far too long

I keep dreaming you’ll be with me 

and you’ll never go

Stop breathing if 

I don’t see you anymore

So far away

Been far away for far too long

So far away

Been far away for far too long

But you know, you know, you know 

I wanted

I wanted you to stay

‘Cause I needed

I need to hear you say

That I love you

I have loved you all along

And I forgive you

For being away for far too long

So keep breathing

‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore

Believe in

Hold on to me and 

never let me go

Keep breathing

‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore

Believe in

Hold on to me and 

never let me go

 

(Keep breathing)

Hold on to me and 

never let me go

(Keep breathing)

Hold on to me and 

never let me go