Had a smoke earlier. One smoke that I haven't had for a long, long, long time. But seriously, I don't smoke. I guess I just feel like getting a puff for no reason. Or is there?
People smoke for a lot of reasons. Mostly to calm themselves. As I smoke, I don't feel calm. But I imagine my insides loosening up. The smoke taking all my emotions away from every part of my body. The shattered pieces in me being taken away slowly by the wind. The smoke spells out all my frustrations, my heartaches, my memories. I'm slowly releasing every part of me... so that I won't have to worry about them anymore.
You in-hale all the smoke, and let it grab all the confusion that's inside you. Tears you couldn't cry, words left hanging... those are what needs to be released. Then blow everything away. Let it join the air, along side those other emotions that are still hanging there. Feelings that were left alone by some people. What you don't notice is you breathe in those emotions as well. Leaving you more confused than ever.
*yeah, I didn't get this one either. Maybe because the smoke got to my brain and scrambled everything there..
11 comments:
hey.. smoking's baddd. drinking's more fun! :) hahaha
once lang po *sheepish* as in.. and yes, it's alot more fun to drink ;) yung liver naman ang puntiryahin natin haha! wait for my next blog about drinking =P
ambilis naman sumagot! hehe :P i responded to your email about the clean up.. at pinost ko na rin yun sa blog ko :)
oh yeah.. and na-lecture sa min before na 2 drinks ( i forgot what particular percent of alcohol/proof ) is not excessive drinking for women :) ok pa yung atay mo nun :D
haha ganun ba? depende ba sa iinumin? so okay pa pala kung uminom ng marami haha
Hn... It pays to listen to your doctor you know... :)
bat ka nagsmoke?? kaw ha.. bad un! :\
haay kristina.. wag kang maingay :)) at! wag mo rin tularin yun :)) *nagpaparinig ako dun sa isa*
sinu namang isa yan ha?? kaw tlga.. tsk tsk tsk!!!!! ipagkakalat ko yan!!! hahahahaha!!!!
heh. :D ikaw rin, makakahanap ka rin ng pariringgan mo hehe ;)
haha.. pasaway ka tlga! hmp!
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