Before you knew

I found this in my old files and I remember I never really posted it.  I just like the mushiness of this article/ Just reminiscing things from the past:



There are things I've always wanted to say but couln't find the courage to say so. So bear with me for these secrets are sacred. 


I've always had a crush on you. I just know how to keep it well. 


I always tell you that you sound bored when I talk to you on the phone and I can always imagine how you look when you talk. It's funny but I like hearing your voice whenever I call. 


It may seem like I'm a very intimidating, serious, snobbish girl when you approach me but that's how I sift through people who are genuine and see if you have the courage to talk to me and start a beautiful friendship. 


You always make me laugh whenever we talk. You have an amazing sense of humor. 


I like it when people tease me about you. 


When I found out that you're not single, I started to pull away. I made a promise to myself that I will be a professional and friendly when approaching you and I will not let my emotions get in the way. 


I've tried inviting you out, but you always shot me down (to my dismay)... 


.... but I was happy that I got to invite you out for a drink, even if it was because you were having a bad time at work. 


I enjoy activities at work when I know I'll be seeing you there. 


I like seeing you smile with your teeth out. You look much better when you smile. 


I like looking at you. Especially your eyes. I just can't get enough of them. 


I'm glad we became close. I learned alot of things about you. And I didn't expect that we'd share alot of things in common. 


It took courage to say all these things here. 


I like you. I really do. But it's more than "like" now.


I guess what I'm trying to say is, I love you.