January 19, 2011

Baby Be Mine 2

Congratulations to my colleague who's pregnant now with her first baby!

I wonder if I'm going to be a mommy. I'm scared with this feeling that I might not get to that level, that really important part of a woman's life. I can't help but feel this sad twinge in my heart everytime I see a couple with their children. I envy my friends talking about their kids. I want to get married and be able to get to that future that I dream of. Right now though, it's so unclear.

Two more years... hopefully something that I want to happen will happen within those two years.

*sigh*

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