December 1, 2010

Daughtry, Jordin, Ne-yo, Jojo, Steps

Listening to their music helped ease out the melancholic feeling. Finally I know I deserved better than what I was given. I'm a lot wiser now after the pain, which surprisingly felt only about a few hours.

I'm sure I'll be feeling the need to cry again but it's okay to cry. The tears will fall but they will stop soon enough.

I'll miss the feeling. I know I was happy and it was true love. I'm happy for my self that I was able to show love to that person. I have never loved anyone so much that in the end it caused me pain. But what's best is that I have loved, I have shown love, and I have given love.

I'm happy to be surrounded with friends. If it weren't for them, I wouldn't have found the courage to finally let my self find the happiness I deserve. I've given so much, been so patient, hoped and prayed to make things better. But I guess God is just waiting for me to do something so that He can finally lead me to a better future.

Thanks God, thank you friends. Moving on will be slow but I'm getting there. Getting over will be difficult as one needs to accept that things won't be the same as before. But letting go will be the part where I can show that I have grown my self and learned my lessons.

Here's to a brighter future :)

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