Haiku

She gave her a thought
"You don't hurt the one you love"
I still feel the pain

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"Relationships last long not because they are destined to last long. Relationship last long because two people made a CHOICE."

It Used To Be

It used to be

the songs you like

to sing along to

It used to be

the melodies

that brought you and I

together

It used to be

the words that charmed

your beating heart

Now the words

mean something else

The melody

is not the same

And the tune

we barely hum together

But I still wish

to bring back

the music I made

with you

I miss you today... and everyday...

The winds blow strong and I wish you're here beside me. I glanced down the empty street below and saw the illusion of you, waiting under an umbrella, watching a silly girl march up to you to give you a kiss that she promised to give you if you can be by her place in 30mins. or less. And the rain slowly drizzled on the two would be lovers as they shared a kiss that hushed up the storm that night.

I smiled at the image that slowly fades and as the wind blew through my window, I'm still wondering if my phone will ring tonight. It lay silent the whole day, possibly also waiting for your name to pop out of the screen. But chances are, your mind is off somewhere in a virtual field, and your phone lay cold on the bed. And the thought of me as distant and as cold like the metal frames on your bed.

Do you remember missing me at some point today? I wonder if you remember me not just during cold nights as this.

And so I wait for the Gazer to look past the video websites, past the Skype chat rooms, past the Torrent downloads to probably check in this blog site and read this silly message by a silly girl who hopes that the Gazer thinks to giver her a call to tell her how he wished she was cuddled up beside him during cold nights like this... in 30mins or less.

Excerpt:: Love The One You're With by Emily Griffin

"Listen here, Ellie.  Don't go giving this encounter any crazy meaning like you did with him the first time around.  IT DOESN'T MEAN A THING.  Not a thing.  Sometimes, in life, there is no meaning at all."

"It's a matter of curiosity--and anyone who says they are utterly indifferent to what their significant exes are doing is, in my opinion, either lying or lacking a certain amount of emotional depth.  I'm not saying it's healthy to be past-obsessed, ferreting out details of every ex.  But it's simply human nature to have an occasional, fleeting interest in someone whom you once loved."

"I still dwelled on Leo (and 'what went wrong') much more than I cared to admit to anyone--even myself, and the thought of him could still stop me in my tracks, send a ripple through my heart, fix a knot in my chest.  But I had learned to manage those emotions, compartmentalize them.  The worst of the pain had receded with time as it always does, for everyone  I mostly saw Leo for what he was--A PAST LOVE WHO WAS NEVER COMING BACK, and I saw myself as a wiser, more complete woman for having lost him."

"Clean breaks are always good.
I murmured my agreement. 'Yeah.  I never really understood those people who are all buddy-buddy with their exes.'
'I know,' Andy said, 'Someone's still holding a flame.'
'Like Ty,' I said, laughing.
'Ex-actly," Andy said. 'I mean, c'mon man, LET THE DREAM DIE ALREADY."

Zoom (Fat Larry's Band)

Oh love, love, love! Why does it have to be love? And why do we have to write songs about it? But this song... this one tells the first time you fall... :)

Zoom just one look and then my heart went boom,
suddenly and we were on the moon,
flyin' high in a neon sky ohh ohh

Bang Just one touch and all the church bells rang,
heaven called and all the angels sang,
sunrise shine in the midnight sky ohh ohh

(CHORUS)
OH Zoom you chased the day awayyy,
high noon, the moon and stars came out to play,
then, my whole wide world went zoom
(High as a rainbow as we went flyin' by,
faster and faster we were higher than high,
for once in my lifetime i was finally free,
and you gave that to me)

Zoom you chased the day away
high noon the moon and stars came out to play
then my whole world went zoom
 

Moonbeams dancin' in the afternoon,
shadows blowin' as the roses bloom,
lookin down on a wonderland,
Smack just one kiss and i was outta whack,
all at once there was no turnin back,
all so far above the brighter star ohh ohh

(CHORUS)

Bitch (Meredith Brooks)

For me, the best song that shows how you can understand and define a woman.

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you but you look at me like maybe I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet


Yesterday I cried
You must have been relieved to see the softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything all rolled into one


I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way


So take me as I am
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change and today won't mean a thing


I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way


Just when you think you've got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool you do what you do and don't try to save me


I'm a bitch
I'm a lover
I'm a child
I'm a mother
I'm a sinner
I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell
I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way


I'm a bitch
I'm a tease
I'm a Goddess on my knees
When you hurt
When you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb
I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way


Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh
Ooh, Ooh

Ang daming interesting sa FB

"Pangarap ko? Mahalin ako ng lalake na ako ang una sa listahan ng prayoridad nya.Yung suplado sa ibang babae dahil alam nyang magseselos ako.Walang ibang bukambibig kundi pangalan ko. Hindi kayang matulog hanggat galit ako.Lalakeng hindi ako bibigyan ng rason para magduda. Lalakeng may pangarap para saming dalawa. Pero ang pinakagusto ko yung lalakeng di alam ang salitang "SORRY" dahil d nya ko kayang saktan"

 - a repost from my friend Rica Q's Facebook site.

Negativity

When you feel that the whole world is on your shoulder, there comes a point where you want to split your head open and ask your brain "What's wrong with you?!" then you open your chest cavity, take your heart out and say, "How have you been?". You look at them both trying to get an answer but all you end up having is a throbbing headache and a bruised ego.

Quote

"Sometimes you have to forget how you feel & remember what you deserve."

 - FB