I want, I want, I want

I want a place of my own. I want to own house but I want it to be just right for 2 or 3 people to live in. Not too big, not too small. Just right.

I want a career where I can still have time for myself, to do the things I want to do. And a career I can be proud of.

I want kids. Okay, I used to want kids (with a capital S). Now, I'm not so sure if I want to have any children at all. 

.... Okay maybe just one.

I want a dog. A small dog. Not a tiny one but I can still carry it whenever I want to. I want a dog who obeys only me.

I want to travel by myself. I'll only bring a camera and leave the place with memories.

I want security in my life. 

I want a wedding. Just a simple wedding with only select people who means to me and my future husband. I want a wedding... I'm just not so sure about the marriage part.

I want to grow in a relationship.

I want to be successful. I want to achieve the point in my life where I can say I am happy and satisfied. Then I would want my life to end at that moment where I am happy and satisfied. 

I want inspiration. Rather, I NEED an inspiration. I haven't been inspired lately.

I want to cuddle with my best girl friends. I want to have the Sex and the City moments...

I want friends who will stay. Friends I can still relate to, communicate with, bond with. Even if I'm far away.

... So many things to want to have. My world is getting smaller, and my life is getting a bit shorter and monotonous. I want something new.