February 7, 2010

Emotic

I've never had this urge before. The feeling that the only way to get out of the situation is to let myself go. You know that feeling that you want to end it already? Stop the pain, stop the happy thoughts. And you're the only person I can say this to:

You make me want to die.

I always tell myself that every time I get to that highest-point, the happiest moment in my life, I'd whisper to myself that I wish I'd die already because I'm happy and I'd rather be in that moment. The best moment of my life is with you.

"Crazy huh? Yeah... you drive me nuts."

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