Old post: Friday. A full moon.

(Just thought of posting this one. I made this October 2006. This came from my old blog site. I love this entry..)

Friday. a full moon. and ive no one to share it with...

i hate fridays. it tells me that another week ended, another work day over. just another tiring week. then comes friday and it tells you you earned to have some fun. friday's known to be gimmick night or date night. after work, you hang out with friends or office mates. all of you go out to have some dinner or drinks and rant or rave about work and life.

friday is good for date night too. you and your beau can go out and have a romantic evening, and it might go on until morning, since the next day is a weekend. you can sleep in the whole day.
its friday today and i've nothing to do after work. i had a busy day and was looking forward for some quality time with someone. unfortunately, that didn't work out. i wanted to go out with office mates, but that didn't work out either. they went home ahead of me.

i saw a beautiful, glowing, white moon in the sky tonight. such a sight to behold and i wish i could have shared that moment, staring for a few minutes at the moon. but then, its friday and i've no one to spend it with.

i wanted to go to the mall and have dinner or just walk around. but its friday, you can't do that. there's some sort of unwritten rule that you can't be going solo on a friday. being with one person is good, 5 or more is better. you guys get to share drinks and stories. but i didn't have both so i ended up doing what i always do: walk home.

so what do you do when you're all alone on a friday? you walk alone. you walk straight, with your head held high. do not start sighing so loudly, showing people how unaccompanied you are. you just walk, and i did. its always the thing with me. and im so used to walking alone. but i don't really like walking alone on a friday. but i guess i have to live with that.

saturdays and sundays are good. weekends are always the best since it gives you alot of time to spend on your self, doing what you want to do. i half like friday because it reminds me that the weekend is coming. for the weekend, either i stay home or go out with friends. i also like spending the whole day in bed. the bed and time giving you what you missed because you had to wake up early. saturday's are good. and for me, i like the word saturday. such an easy word to say.

sundays i don't look forward to. the sunday sun shoves right into my face that next day is monday, but that would be for later. sunday's time to go to church, eat lunch out with the family, then spend another lazy afternoon. but i hate sunday nights. sunday night tells you tomorrow is monday so you'd better start preparing for it. i don't like sunday nights, but its the only day that goes well with saturday.

i especially hate mondays. its the start of another crazy 8-5 week. mondays always makes me feel so low and so sleepy. my brain doesn't even start to turn its wheel during mondays. everyday, you always look forward to going home.

i read somewhere that tuesday is my lucky day. i think it was when i was still in college. maybe because my schedule is better every tuesday. anyway, tuesday doesn't feel any different, but i like tuesday. its the day after the boring monday. i guess because the idea of monday being the start of the week already ran out.

wednesdays is a tug of war. the one between the first days of the week and the last days. i feel indifferent with wednesday. but at least it reminds me of thursday.

before saturday, i like thursday. it tells me that friday is just around the corner. so i look forward to thursdays. you never know what's going to happpen on a thursday. thursday is the perfect day for surprises.

weekends are nice but there are only 2 days of it. weekdays last longer. i suppose its how a person sees it. if its the other way around, i dont know which one is better: having a longer weekend or a short one. but i used to like the weekdays, back when someone was still there to accompany me home. i always looked forward to those 5 days. these days, there's no more of that. and we only used to see each other every weekday, that's why i used to like weekdays, and weekends for me means skipping a beat, like music.

i don't want to start talking about my past with that guy again.

days turn into weeks and then to months. its only a few more days till christmas. i wonder what's in store for us this year? christmas times are cold, but i don't mind. im used to the cold. as i am used to being alone.